Anything Under Fluorescent Lights with AC Sound to Match September 23, 2008

I’m a happy person. I am. But why are those entries below? Such a lonely place. Short and sad reads. Did I fail to remember Tìmon Y Pumba’s Hakuna Matata?

Put some brown in your life. It brings a solid wholesome feeling, a connection with natural earth and the stability. Thus, this blog theme. Self-effacing is my drama lately, as brown blends with the background. I go for convention. Tradition. Orderliness!?! Ooops! My office table is always like that…cluttered. And my bed… And my life. My favorite color is Brown.

I hit the sack almost 12 midnight last night. I woke up with a call at 2:30 am. It’s not an emergency, thank you. I started drifting back to sleep when I realize my younger brother is not on his bed. Yati, dili na nuon ko katulog ug balik. He is HE and is 19 and he’s just in Boyztrek. I stopped worrying. Or killing him. I locked the door and went back to sleep. My brother slept in sala. Dah! Serves him right.

oscillate September 22, 2008

How painful it could get when you decided not to see the most special person in your life anymore, or at least used to be, quite the same way before?

…nothing than forcing your heart not to beat anymore.

My 05.10.05 September 17, 2008

The three years have been so wonderfully tough for us. Beautiful, indeed, i may say. It may take me longer than I thought, if I should list all the reasons why I loved you and still loving you. Cause you alone is enough reason.

But if I selfishly and painstakingly choose my independence, would you not let me? I’ve tried my best to cope yet I cannot fulfill my promise anymore. If I’ve been so distant, would you blame me? I tried.

Should we have another chance someday. I wish I could be the girl you wanted me to be. But if this should be the end for us, I hope we could learn to find a friend in each other.

I cannot thank you enough for giving me the best three years so far. For being there still, when I’m being difficult. For understanding me. Most especially for loving me….. inspite and despite.

xoxo